就这样让我上了瘾就这样让我中了毒
[jiù zhè yàng ràng wŏ shàng le yĭn jiù zhè yàng ràng wŏ zhōng le dú]
'Just let me get addicted this way, just let me be poisoned this way.' This netizen name reflects feelings of being uncontrollably attracted or obsessed with something or someone that brings negative effects similar to addiction or poison.