酒精无法麻痹我的愁绪烟瘾无法遏制我的孤单
[jiŭ jīng wú fă má bì wŏ de chóu xù yān yĭn wú fă è zhì wŏ de gū dān]
This nickname expresses the sentiment that neither alcohol nor cigarettes can relieve one's inner sadness and loneliness, revealing deep sorrow or emotional struggles that aren't easily relieved.