久病成欢孤独成瘾纵我流浪
[jiŭ bìng chéng huān gū dú chéng yĭn zòng wŏ liú làng]
Expresses prolonged sadness, enjoyment through illness, addiction to loneliness, wandering life. Indicates complex emotions including sorrow, seeking solace in solitude and a free-ranging lifestyle.