给不了希望请让我绝望
[jĭ bù le xī wàng qĭng ràng wŏ jué wàng]
Translates to 'If You Can't Give Hope, Please Let Me Be Desperate'. This name conveys deep feelings of helplessness and sadness, implying that in certain scenarios where there’s no hope offered by another person or life itself, all they're left with is despair.