回忆忘不掉失忆记不起
[huí yì wàng bù diào shī yì jì bù qĭ]
The meaning is somewhat contradictory: 'Cannot forget memories; can't remember amnesia.' It might express an internal struggle between wanting to hold on to precious memories and sometimes desiring to forget them due to emotional pain, reflecting complexity in one's thoughts and feelings about past experiences.