荒废了自己却无从考证丢失了自己却无处可寻
[huāng fèi le zì jĭ què wú cóng kăo zhèng diū shī le zì jĭ què wú chŭ kĕ xún]
This reflects on self-discovery issues and possibly self-loss, suggesting the owner feels they've wasted time not truly living as their true self, and it is difficult to reclaim that lost part of themselves.