患得患失了的回忆泛滥黑白颠倒了的回忆沧桑
[huàn dé huàn shī le de huí yì fàn làn hēi bái diān dăo le de huí yì cāng sāng]
Describing memories full of anxiety about gain or loss (anxiously looking back at past events) where memories have run rampant. 'Black and white reversed memories vicissitudes' suggests recalling experiences so changed or distorted that what was once familiar now feels foreign or dramatically altered over time.