何必自导自演何必自欺欺人
[hé bì zì dăo zì yăn hé bì zì qī qī rén]
'Why Direct Yourself, Why Deceive Yourself?' is a phrase criticizing oneself for unnecessary pretense. It shows someone tired of hypocrisy, wanting sincerity, indicating disillusionment or self-awareness about avoiding pretension and self-deception.