好想毁了我自己
[hăo xiăng huĭ le wŏ zì jĭ]
A very melancholic phrase which translates to 'I really want to destroy myself'. It shows extreme self-destruction impulses, perhaps from despair, helplessness, and a state of deep unhappiness where life seems beyond redemption. This can indicate suicidal thoughts, major life stresses, or cries for psychological assistance. It serves as a red flag warranting concern.