孤妄独拥我是毒药百毒入侵你是解药
[gū wàng dú yōng wŏ shì dú yào băi dú rù qīn nĭ shì jiĕ yào]
'Lonely Delusion: I am poison that has been invaded by countless poisons, but you are the antidote.' This expresses a complicated emotional conflict, with an emphasis on self-harm, feeling hurt yet finding solace or hope in another person. The phrase suggests a mix of toxic self-beliefs and the belief that the other person can provide healing.