高调的颓废低调的放纵
[gāo diào de tuí fèi dī diào de fàng zòng]
'High-profile decadence, low-profile indulgence' reflects a dualistic personality—on one hand outwardly embracing luxury and decline; on the other, discreetly letting loose in private or unseen spaces. It highlights the complexity of enjoying life while maintaining some level of self-restraint.