敷衍得皧丢失色彩演变成黑
[fū yăn dé ài diū shī sè căi yăn biàn chéng hēi]
This name conveys a deep emotional state where indifference and apathy have caused the loss of color (vitality or brightness) in life, turning everything into darkness. It could reflect the feeling of losing hope or interest due to negative experiences.