多希望我只是个疯子
[duō xī wàng wŏ zhĭ shì gè fēng zi]
'How I wish I was just crazy' conveys deep desires or hopes to escape social judgment through madness. By calling oneself crazy, the user might feel freer or relieved from normal pressures of life, societal expectations, or emotional struggles. Using madness as a coping mechanism against the pains and worries, there might be underlying feelings of helplessness and seeking solace in perceived madness.