多少次幸福却心如刀绞多少次灿烂却失魂落魄
[duō shăo cì xìng fú què xīn rú dāo jiăo duō shăo cì càn làn què shī hún luò pò]
This username reflects someone who experiences moments of happiness but also deep emotional pain. It suggests a tumultuous emotional journey with highs and lows.