当学霸是我梦想当学渣是我愿望
[dāng xué bà shì wŏ mèng xiăng dāng xué zhā shì wŏ yuàn wàng]
Expresses dual personality or a conflicting mindset: striving to be a top student ('exam god') is a dream, yet wanting to be an underachiever ('exam failure') is also desired, possibly indicating a complex inner struggle between ambition and laziness.