当初的当初只是当初最后的最后没有最后
[dāng chū de dāng chū zhĭ shì dāng chū zuì hòu de zuì hòu méi yŏu zuì hòu]
Repetitive wording evoking nostalgia, suggesting things have moved past a certain time or phase. The meaning lies in reminiscing over initial moments which eventually led to nothing definitive, emphasizing a sense of loss and unfulfilled expectations