带着恨意生存
[dài zhe hèn yì shēng cún]
Surviving with Hatred implies someone who chooses to live with deep-seated resentment or anger. They may have suffered a betrayal or some painful experience and decided to keep those negative feelings in their hearts as part of their life strength, rather than forgetting it and moving on. This kind of person often harbors hatred towards something for a reason, and this 'hate' sometimes also reflects another side of love.