初次惧怕余生难忘
[chū cì jù pà yú shēng nán wàng]
'初次惧怕余生难忘' roughly translates to an unforgettable experience of first fear which has left a deep impact on the person. This implies a strong, lasting memory that was initiated by the initial encounter with something scary or shocking but became an important part of life’s journey. The user could be reflecting on past events shaped their life dramatically.