不愿想起爱的水深火热
[bù yuàn xiăng qĭ ài de shuĭ shēn huŏ rè]
Unwilling to Recall Love's Turmoil. Avoidance of painful love memories where love brought suffering (idiom '水深火热' means terrible ordeal). Such love memories are intense and troublesome that one doesn't wish to recall.