不想念的想念假装不想念不在乎的在乎假装不在乎
[bù xiăng niàn de xiăng niàn jiă zhuāng bù xiăng niàn bù zài hū de zài hū jiă zhuāng bù zài hū]
This long name means 'missing without admitting, pretending not to miss; caring deeply while pretending indifference,' highlighting complex feelings of unrequited love or friendship where genuine affection exists beneath false displays.