不复存在仅存拥有
[bù fù cún zài jĭn cún yōng yŏu]
This internet name expresses a feeling of nostalgia, as if what was once had has disappeared yet its memories and influence are still present in one's life. It can mean something that used to exist is gone, but it still has impact on oneself. There’s a sense of losing precious possessions or past events yet holding onto their influence.