变得这样倔强变得这样疯狂
[biàn dé zhè yàng jué qiáng biàn dé zhè yàng fēng kuáng]
Translated literally, it would be 'Become this obstinate, become this crazy.' The user seems to express the internal struggles, transformations, rebellions against norms or expectations, or drastic change of personality possibly brought about by emotional events or challenges in their life.