笔纸画心大海淹心
[bĭ zhĭ huà xīn dà hăi yān xīn]
'Drawing Heart with Pen and Paper; Ocean Drowning the Heart' This username conveys deep emotional struggle or sadness, where creativity (pen and paper) is used as an outlet to express internal conflicts akin to being overwhelmed by vast, tumultuous emotions symbolized by the sea.