避我如蛇蝎躲我如瘟神吗视我如女神想我尽疯狂吗
[bì wŏ rú shé xiē duŏ wŏ rú wēn shén ma shì wŏ rú nǚ shén xiăng wŏ jĭn fēng kuáng ma]
Avoid me as snakes or scorpions, shun me as plague, adore me as goddess, yearn for me crazily? - The user seems to be describing extreme attitudes towards oneself from others - being despised or hated on one hand while also possibly being admired or obsessed over by fans on the other.