彼岸荼靡花开
[bĭ àn tú mĭ huā kāi]
This online name is inspired by a traditional Chinese literary image. "彼岸" (beyond) suggests the opposite shore, which often implies something distant or unattainable in Buddhist context. "荼靡花" is an elegant way to refer to a late blooming flower, suggesting beauty that has endured through difficulties and signifies the fleeting nature of life and love.