卑微奢求
[bēi wēi shē qiú]
It means to have an aspiration or desire that appears insignificant or humble, almost self-deprecating. A longing that feels unworthy, but still deeply cherished from the bottom of one's heart. This may relate to feelings of yearning and unspoken desires that seem unreachable, embodying emotions in situations like unreciprocated love or difficult pursuits.