抱歉我孤独成性视你如命原谅我优柔寡断心软成患
[bào qiàn wŏ gū dú chéng xìng shì nĭ rú mìng yuán liàng wŏ yōu róu guă duàn xīn ruăn chéng huàn]
Translated, this means something along the lines of 'I am sorry for my habit of being lonely, valuing you as life itself, please forgive my indecisiveness and overly kind heart.' This reflects complex emotional turmoil including guilt about self-perceived weaknesses and deep appreciation for others.