抱歉让你认识这么差劲的我抱歉让你认识那么无赖的我
[bào qiàn ràng nĭ rèn shī zhè me chā jìng de wŏ bào qiàn ràng nĭ rèn shī nèi me wú lài de wŏ]
This means 'Sorry for letting you meet such a terrible version of me; sorry for being so reckless'. It expresses guilt and apology for presenting a negative or irresponsible side to someone else, often reflecting remorse or self-deprecation.