安静触摸不到的释怀纠纷遥望不到的未来
[ān jìng chù mō bù dào de shì huái jiū fēn yáo wàng bù dào de wèi lái]
This online name expresses the user's contemplation over life where tranquility can't be touched, disputes are hard to let go, and the future is unseeable. The netizen probably wants a peaceful state of mind while being entangled in many things they don't want but also feel unable to truly release them, making for an intricate inner world that looks towards the unknown tomorrow.